Monday, December 3, 2007

Know what I hate?

This is going to be a new thing. I notice a lot I say "Know what I hate?" about tons of different things and figure I might as well start writing some of them down. I may just continue to update this post, but it would probably be easier if I did multiple ones for updates sake.

Know what I hate?

People who type "lol" or especially "LOL" before or after everything.
Please note what is in BOLD. I didn't say I hate people who say "lol." I said I hate people who say "lol" ALL THE FUCKING TIME.

Me: How are you?
Them: LOL I'm okay.

THERE IS NOTHING FUNNY ABOUT WHAT YOU SAID OR WHAT I ASKED. I can guarantee, unless you've got a very sensitive sense of humor, that I doubt that either of us actually laughed out loud.

Sunday, December 2, 2007

This may be a little cynical

But I don't believe in any of that true love, soul mate, fate, or "things happen for a reason" stuff.

Honestly, I want to. But then I realize I only want to believe in it so that I don't feel I have to work for anything, because "if it's meant to be it will happen." Hell sometimes I even catch myself thinking "if this is what's supposed to happen, then it will." Then I realize I'm just trying to justify the actions for something, because I'm afraid of the outcome, and if it ends bad I'm trying to place the blame elsewhere, like fate. Or I'm trying to justify something that's already happened by thinking that whatever is meant to happen will happen and everything will be fine.

Nothing is meant to be, you have to work for the things you want, nothing is just going to fall into your lap, especially not love. Don't tell me "if it's meant to be he'll come back to you/all your problems will work out" or whatever. That's just something you say to make someone feel better, because then if they don't come back or if it doesn't work, they'll think "Oh wow, there's someone even better for me out there."