Sunday, July 27, 2008

I wish I was a robot

At least that way I wouldn't get so tired, and I could just shut off at will. OH and maybe I'd have eyes that could shoot lasers, that'd be pretty sweet.

The thing is, I feel like a robot doing the same preprogrammed things day in and day out (without all the cool extras). All I do anymore is work and sleep. I never have time for the few friends I still have here in MB, and when I do they're busy instead.

I went and saw a movie by myself two nights ago. (Coincidentally it was WALL-E).

I'm in a rut. I want to do something insanely spontaneous, like dye my hair (but then I'd lose my job) or just drive somewhere random to do something fun (but there are no concerts or conventions I can make it to anytime soon).

Most of all I want to quit my job. Just put in my two weeks notice and be done with that place forever. Unfortunately I need that job for winter break and then I can tell them to kiss it.

I don't know, I've been thinking lately and there is just so much stuff I want to do that I feel I'll never get to. And I already feel so old when I'm not even old at all. I want to start some businesses (mainly a bra company with my cousin and a certain website that's being worked on currently), I want to have money to invest in stocks (something I seem to have a talent at picking), I want to voice act (because according to a lot of people I have a very unique voice, but to other people I sound like an 8 year old boy), I want to travel, learn to take amazing photographs, etc, etc.